GREAT Friends

I have the GREATEST Friends, seriously the best. 

Jereme and Bev took me to lunch, just to be nice. 

This afternoon I called to find out about my home loan.... As self center as I have been thinking this last few days I didn't really realize that the STORMS in New York had forced the market closed... therefore my loan could not be locked in until they reopen... crazy. 

Blair asked me if I wanted to do dinner one night this week. She asked about Monday with her kids or Tuesday without, so I said Tuesday without so we could really talk.... I had NO idea what it would take for her to make that happen... she left her house at 4:15 and drove out to her parents house so they could watch her kids, then drove back out to El Mirage to pick me up at 6:15.... I would have just said no! That really meant a lot to me that she went to all that trouble for me. We went to Arrowhead so she could exchange Hailey's Mini Mouse Costume (SOOO Cute!), went to the Halloween store for last minute items and then ate at Chilli's . We talked and talked. I am sure I am not much fun to be around right now, but she was patient and kind, listened and gave me her thoughts. I am blessed to have such great friends. She bought my dinner and took me home. She picked up Allan from work and then went to get her kids.... 4 hours of driving to spend 2 hours with me (when I needed her).

Days like today make me feel like I can be on my 'own' (not really on my own I have so much support from friends and family)... I still don't want to and I still don't want to be divorced.